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I took a drive today with the windows unrolled.
Even though it felt like summer, the wind chill made it
more than mildely cold im my car.
I'm quitting smoking, even though I didnt really ever start.
I can't picture myself needing a pack a day...

Theres a battle going on in my head.
And I can literally feel it going on, which makes it
rather uncomfortable and distacting as well.
I want her to come back and I hate that
it's better if she doesn't.

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There is some joy in this disease
Take your point and talk it through in your head
Before you let it come spilling out
Of your mouth.

I heard you don't like seeming foolish
And I don't enjoy pointing it out.
So why would you tempt yourself?
It's just an open-ended question
With so much cocern to back it.

Inside myself is where the beauty lies
You told me through tear filled sentences
And I had no idea at all

None
Current Mood:
...I'm not sure
Current Music:
The Jealous Sound - Anxious Arms
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Why is it that I cannot make up my mind?
It's terrible.
It really is. What if I was back together with her?
Why is it that I am not? It's silly really.
I want to hate her but I cannot.

What if we were one.
What would change?
Would anything be different?
We were beautiful. I know we can be again.
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So I cannot find my $150 textbook
With all of my work in it.

I'll find it though
I know it

I came to a realization yesterday
And I have yet to disclose it
But it's good. I know it is.

p.s Brittany has about 5 1/2 pounds of
Gummy Bears. Hopefully she'll gain
Some weight.

You know I love you :)

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It's funny how when you lose someone
you feel like you have gained everyone eles.
I found this to be quite odd
and rather satisfying as well

I have to work tomorrow
on Thanksgiving!
How lame.
But I get paid 3 times
what I usually get paid.
Or so I was told

I'm really rather tired
of a certain person
that just won't stop being
for lack of a better word
a prick

but thats ok
because they deserve each other



wow, a rather angry entry that was
Current Mood:
content but now irritated
Current Music:
Copeland - Take Care
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So this last weekend was by far the strangest
I have had in quite some time.

Most everyone knows the story of Gabby and I
so I will not get into that.
But I will say that I was shellshocked
with how everything panned out.

Our studio time will soon...sometime
be drawing to a close.
I can't wait for this EP to come out
being as we have been in the studio
since September

I think today I am going to visit
Bothell during lunch. And plus, I don't
feel that I need to go to my
college strategies class.

I hope to talk to everyone quite soon
And thank you all for being there for me
It really means the world.
Current Mood:
contemplative contemplative
Current Music:
none
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