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02:54 am
3/20/06

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I took a drive today with the windows unrolled.
Even though it felt like summer, the wind chill made it
more than mildely cold im my car.
I'm quitting smoking, even though I didnt really ever start.
I can't picture myself needing a pack a day...

Theres a battle going on in my head.
And I can literally feel it going on, which makes it
rather uncomfortable and distacting as well.
I want her to come back and I hate that
it's better if she doesn't.

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There is some joy in this disease
Take your point and talk it through in your head
Before you let it come spilling out
Of your mouth.

I heard you don't like seeming foolish
And I don't enjoy pointing it out.
So why would you tempt yourself?
It's just an open-ended question
With so much cocern to back it.

Inside myself is where the beauty lies
You told me through tear filled sentences
And I had no idea at all

None

Current Mood:	...I'm not sure
Current Music:	The Jealous Sound - Anxious Arms


10:55 am 12/7/05 2 comments Leave a comment	apanoramicview And I feel so much lighter, now that I met you Why is it that I cannot make up my mind? It's terrible. It really is. What if I was back together with her? Why is it that I am not? It's silly really. I want to hate her but I cannot. What if we were one. What would change? Would anything be different? We were beautiful. I know we can be again.


06:28 am 12/6/05 1 comment Leave a comment	apanoramicview oh dear... So I cannot find my $150 textbook With all of my work in it. I'll find it though I know it I came to a realization yesterday And I have yet to disclose it But it's good. I know it is. p.s Brittany has about 5 1/2 pounds of Gummy Bears. Hopefully she'll gain Some weight. You know I love you :)

12:10 am
11/24/05

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in just a little while

It's funny how when you lose someone
you feel like you have gained everyone eles.
I found this to be quite odd
and rather satisfying as well

I have to work tomorrow
on Thanksgiving!
How lame.
But I get paid 3 times
what I usually get paid.
Or so I was told

I'm really rather tired
of a certain person
that just won't stop being
for lack of a better word
a prick

but thats ok
because they deserve each other

wow, a rather angry entry that was

Current Mood:	but now irritated
Current Music:	Copeland - Take Care

10:47 am
11/22/05

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Oh, but where do we go from here

So this last weekend was by far the strangest
I have had in quite some time.

Most everyone knows the story of Gabby and I
so I will not get into that.
But I will say that I was shellshocked
with how everything panned out.

Our studio time will soon...sometime
be drawing to a close.
I can't wait for this EP to come out
being as we have been in the studio
since September

I think today I am going to visit
Bothell during lunch. And plus, I don't
feel that I need to go to my
college strategies class.

I hope to talk to everyone quite soon
And thank you all for being there for me
It really means the world.

Current Mood:	contemplative
Current Music:	none